Tomorrow

That restaurant shingle promising Free Crab tomorrow.

That fresh start sudsing with promise, easy as the reset button on a laundromat machine.

The voice of 9 year old Lea Salonga in Repertory Philippines’ “Annie,” betting her bottom dollar on the sun pre-climate change.

Every apocalyptic movie we’ve inhabited for the space of a large buttered popcorn and soda combo.

Rain forecast, and increasingly warming temperatures on until Christmas day.

How we kept saying we’d just pick up a fresh Christmas tree at the last minute, and when we did all the lots were out.

How we settled for “like real” 7.5 foot Colorado spruce in a box, petroleum-based plastic that bacteria will leave alone the next 400 years, or virtually forever.

Finding the Groove

The ear opens and shuts
like an awning. Each of its little bones

has a name. No, not hammer, anvil, stirrup.
Names like the hope poured on a child’s head

as she emerges, pushing with her elbows
through the tunnel, swimming against the current

of the upside-down world.
What are the chances of landing

straight in the lap of florescence?
Don’t look now. Listen

as hard as you can especially when
the blood rushes through your head.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Dusk and Rebecca Horn: Concert for Anarchy.

Out of shape

(Lord’s day). Lay long in bed, so up to Church, and so home to dinner alone with my wife very pleasant. After dinner I walked to my brother’s, where he told me some hopes he had of bringing his business to pass still of his mistress, but I do find they do stand upon terms that will not be either fit or in his power to grant, and therefore I did dislike his talk and advised him to give it quite over.
Thence walked to White Hall, and there to chappell, and from thence up stairs, and up and down the house and gallerys on the King’s and Queen’s side, and so through the garden to my Lord’s lodgings, where there was Mr. Gibbons, Madge, and Mallard, and Pagett; and by and by comes in my Lord Sandwich, and so we had great store of good musique. By and by comes in my simple Lord Chandois, who (my Lord Sandwich being gone out to Court) began to sing psalms, but so dully that I was weary of it. At last we broke up; and by and by comes in my Lord Sandwich again, and he and I to talk together about his businesses, and so he to bed and I and Mr. Creed and Captain Ferrers fell to a cold goose pye of Mrs. Sarah’s, heartily, and so spent our time till past twelve o’clock, and then with Creed to his lodgings, and so with him to bed, and slept till…

alone with my pleasant rot
I will not be fit

like talk from upstairs
the rough music of the heart


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Sunday 21 December 1662.

Mind

street art by RUN - face of a person holding a head on a stick

When you wake in the night again
and the temperature’s dropped
and you’re frosted with anxiety

and you reach for unconsciousness,
but it won’t come because someone
started throwing stuff around

in your aching head, pulling out
one ghastly scenario after another
and waving them in your face so

you try instead to summon all the
places you’d rather be, the walks
you dream of taking, the countries you

long to visit, the beloved who, sensing
your distress, would of course leap
out of bed to make you a cup of tea and

you wonder if imagination is a blessing
or a curse and wish your wondering,
wandering mind would just


Photo: mural by RUN, Dulwich Village (detail)

Dusk

Up and had 100l. brought me by Prior of Brampton in full of his purchase money for Barton’s house and some land. So to the office, and thence with Mr. Coventry in his coach to St. James’s, with great content and pride to see him treat me so friendly; and dined with him, and so to White Hall together; where we met upon the Tangier Commission, and discoursed many things thereon; but little will be done before my Lord Rutherford comes there, as to the fortification or Mole.
That done, my Lord Sandwich and I walked together a good while in the Matted Gallery, he acquainting me with his late enquiries into the Wardrobe business to his content; and tells me how things stand. And that the first year was worth about 3000l. to him, and the next about as much; so that at this day, if he were paid, it will be worth about 7000l. to him. But it contents me above all things to see him trust me as his confidant: so I bid him good night, he being to go into the country, to keep his Christmas, on Monday next.
So by coach home and to my office, being post night, and then home and to bed.

full of land as a mole

done in with war

how much this day will rust
in the country of night


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Saturday 20 December 1662.

Migratory Sphinx

Protocol, they say in no uncertain terms,
must be observed; leather-bound,embossed

ledgers consulted especially for any
manner of infringement. Of course,

this does not seem to prevent
the strange appearance of a single

bullet in one’s combination-locked
carry-on luggage. Like all mysteries,

they count on this one being managed
through a hefty bribe. But the real gods

don’t like afterthoughts as gifts. You know
they have been provoked when they begin to raise

their arms at the end of the runway, carefully
articulating each pleat in the space

arcing from the hip joint to just beneath
the shoulder— If you see one of them

as you wing it through border control, find some way
to let them know you are fugitive too, and on the same side.

 

In response to Rebecca Horn, Mechanical Body Fan.

Lucid Dream

Morning’s sheer margin,
feathery protuberance that brushes

against my face until I stir.
Limpid milk, topiary of frozen liquids.

In every language I know,
I practice saying Do you love me?

I unpeel layer after layer:
down to the water table,

down to the quiet mud.
In another hundred years,

our fingers might trace
the beveled surface of the same bud.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Grandiloquent and Rebecca Horn: Cockatoo Mask.

Myrmecology

Up and by appointment with Mr. Lee, Wade, Evett, and workmen to the Tower, and with the Lieutenants leave set them to work in the garden, in the corner against the mayne-guard, a most unlikely place. It being cold, Mr. Lee and I did sit all the day till three o’clock by the fire in the Governor’s house; I reading a play of Fletcher’s, being “A Wife for a Month,” wherein no great wit or language. Having done we went to them at work, and having wrought below the bottom of the foundation of the wall, I bid them give over, and so all our hopes ended; and so went home, taking Mr. Leigh with me, and after drunk a cup of wine he went away, and I to my office, there reading in Sir W. Petty’s book, and so home and to bed, a little displeased with my wife, who, poor wretch, is troubled with her lonely life, which I know not how without great charge to help as yet, but I will study how to do it.

ants work in the garden
like a cold fire
no wit or language

work below
the bottom of the wall

a little life I study
how to do


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Friday 19 December 1662.

Vicar

Up and to the office, Mr. Coventry and I alone sat till two o’clock, and then he inviting himself to my house to dinner, of which I was proud; but my dinner being a legg of mutton and two capons, they were not done enough, which did vex me; but we made shift to please him, I think; but I was, when he was gone, very angry with my wife and people.
This afternoon came my wife’s brother and his wife, and Mrs. Lodum his landlady (my old friend Mr. Ashwell’s sister), Balty’s wife is a most little and yet, I believe, pretty old girl, not handsome, nor has anything in the world pleasing, but, they say, she plays mighty well on the Base Violl.
They dined at her father’s today, but for ought I hear he is a wise man, and will not give any thing to his daughter till he sees what her husband do put himself to, so that I doubt he has made but a bad matter of it, but I am resolved not to meddle with it. They gone I to the office, and to see Sir W. Pen, with my wife, and thence I to Mr. Cade the stationer, to direct him what to do with my two copies of Mr. Holland’s books which he is to bind, and after supplying myself with several things of him, I returned to my office, and so home to supper and to bed.

proud of my pretty hands
I play a wise man
give husband to wife
with my two copies of a book


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Thursday 18 December 1662.