Find me between
and underneath the syntax
of words I say in my head,
in consonants that move
like first-time skaters
on unfamiliar ice but grit
their teeth and never
fall down— Find me
in the starch that stiffens
the clothes and the bleach
that blues the whites
we wear closest to our skin
then peel off before going
to bed at night. Find me
in a nest of mosquito
netting, in the dark
where my body is perfect
as it is and my tongue
clicks to the tune of geckos
fastened to the ceiling.
The world is a ship I climbed
into, once long ago. It called
me both child and orphan;
it pinned to my breast a star-
gazer lily adorned with gold
dust and hawk bells.