It's not easy weaving a sheet out of silence; can you imagine how much harder it is to build an entire house this way? I don't know what month it is. Perhaps if I did, we'd remember where the bird was supposed to go that we were meant to follow. Perhaps all the things that went to sleep or turned to stone would wake up and we didn't need to score a line of pain on each palm to keep awake in case our time of liberation finally arrived.