Not rose or peony or climbing jasmine, not the brown, paper-parched ends of gardenia in the sun. White flower of narcissus, but not of the boy who bent only over the lethal mirror of himself. Rather, bottled oils of camphor, eucalyptus, lavender; menthol, peppermint, and wintergreen. Whole generations of us let our mothers smear the soles of our feet, anoint our temples through fevered nights, quiet the hornets inside the frenzied nests of our bellies and hearts— we are, after all, children of a volatile geography: born or left for dead in humid forests, blooms the size of our heads.