The surface is the first thing: entry, door, coat rack; what kind of front room. How it extends into the garden, why the hallway light is always going out. How many windows there are and what direction they face; why there is an unfinished section on the upper floor. That's the time you ran out of money and had to send the carpenters away. For many years you were ashamed to let people in for fear they might see that rough space. There's nothing there, you'd say. But that's not quite true. There's furniture: the extra bed that might have gone into a corner, a plain wooden desk for the window; a closet full of sheets and blankets, fixtures for a toilet to the right of the stairs. Next to the that, the sometimes drafty rooms where you actually sleep at night, under a roof with a few loose shingles that bang against each other in the wind, spread over both everything and nothing the same way as this life.