There are people who'll buy a pine bookshelf of knock-down parts that can be reassembled into a coffin; or one of woven cane that a body would fit into, snug as a sourdough loaf proofing in a long banneton with a cover. And proofing is the term that bakers use to describe the extra time of rest given the dough before feeding it to the fire: a few extra hours during which the yeast is allowed to flower, its quiet gasses making little pillowy tunnels under the skin. Science points out instances like these, when it shouldn't be surprising that something considered dead or dying harbors spores still teeming with other kinds of life. On a walk by the river, I saw the nubby fleece of barnacles shawled over rotted pilings. In shimmering webs under azalea bushes, the moth- balled remains of insects, which industrious agriopes catalog as provisions in their ledgers. But I keep tossing in the hours before morning, drenched in sweat and troubled dreams— Plague and pestilence, flood and fire reducing everything to cinders; no time for leavening before the tribes fled to the emptiness of the desert. Then I'm fully awake again— as they say, among the living. I swing my feet over the edge then walk downstairs for a cup of coffee and some bread.
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