Zeitgeist, meaning the spirit of the times; & I just learned of acedia: yawning hunger, listlessness in isolation; anxiety no one can plumb. Xylem whose tracheary elements are blocked, or transport only toxic water. One gets up in the morning to open virtual windows. Home-bound, vicarious life: pining for the company of one's fellows, the ache under one's ribcage grows. How to mute or soften the awful feeling of terror? All the mercenaries & charlatans in the world abetting sabotage, disrupting both comity and law. Ruth's vacant bench, raided before it cooled: a dubious successor installed via alibi. Quash & obstruct, disrupt & discombobulate. He acts like he's some raj. Pure pompous fuckery, bluster & brag. Promises & "plans" full of bunk. Oligarchs, practically: given an inch, they'll stretch it to abysmal. Notch by notch, fault lines deepen; explosions in the exotherm. Madman, bogeyman, tyrant at the helm— more than a lack of acumen: laminary & mofo, high muckety-muck; kingpin of fakery, evil impresario. Kindness, we remind ourselves. Keep faith, soon we could be on the cusp. Jumpy week: hate the news, but can't stay away from it. Take a tranq, imagine the worst or the best outcome. Truly, this has been a year: hateful isolation, murderous climate; a plague unchecked, soaring deaths. Give me some plausible purpose for all of this heart-rending cost. Feather me in quilts, fever & chill me instead with just the ordinary flu. End the grim carnival. Let there be cheers: alívio, salamat sa Diyos, mazel tov, dancing in the streets. A future when we rend the garments of sorrow. Chimera of incongruous parts no longer grotesque, demos detox— ballots accounted for & documented, delivered clean from chicanery. All hangs in the perilous balance. Dead serious: don't read this as schmaltz.