If a dream requires a dreamer, doesn't this mean you're responsible for those absences which you believe burnished with reproach? The dead don't enter your dreams anymore as often as they did those first few years after they passed. But as long as you continue in the world, aren't they there with you? You walk through nearly empty streets, and twigs crackle. A sharp wind is blowing; storms bear down on the islands. When you let go of the thread you were holding, it didn't spool away by itself until your fingers opened, one by one.