Years ago, you thought you understood what it meant to plan for the day the body, finally released from its cage, might enter a field as if clothed in only the cool, visible frost escaping as breath, without trembling. Or as if guided by the old percussion beneath the blood, but shorn of its fearful palpitations. But below the varied complexity of light falling as bars of unworldly green, the goddess travels westward each day to herald the sun's return. How can she do this without breaking or surrendering, without believing the yoke is not hammered iron but fire, molten, melting.