(SE Asian - noun: living room) One gray marbled coffeetable, two end tables on which lamps stood, flanking a sofa at least twice reupholstered. A poor reproduction of Amorsolo's Rice Planting on the wall: broody volcano shrouded by distant clouds, a line of golden-skinned farmers bending to push seedlings into the loam. The floor, buffed and waxed to a hard shine. On every other surface, fretwork of crocheted runners on which my mother laid a lifetime of tokens of our various accomplishments, next to her collection of plaster saints: as if diplomas, pictures, certificates were themselves the patrons of a future we would never stop trying to supplicate.