There are songs my mother will not sing, nor listen to again because they remind her of the war; how, among rows of men lined up against a masonry wall, one closed his eyes and lifted his voice before the order to fire was issued. It was in a town bordered with rice fields, where palm crosses and braids of garlic shuddered in the windows. At night or coming back from a funeral, you might hear the voice of the fourteen-stringed bandurria.