September: you make your way between your mother's thighs. That is to say, indigo profusion of salvia on the periphery, bats flying at dusk over the army hospital close to the Pasig River where someone typed in names on a blank birth certificate form. That is to say, somehow you are a parcel conveyed from one set of arms to another even before cords of the birth stump wither on each end. This, after all, is a country of a thousand secrets carried carefully in women's throats. Even the backs of moths have eyes that look like doors. Once vivid, blood dries to the color of wilted hydrangeas. The only way to avoid being pinned to the windmill or torn like a kite is to let someone else inhabit this story. Bend your head over the font of holy water; mouth the shape of your new names, the sounds of their splitting and reconstituting. Hold the hand that leads you away and into the rest of another life.