We'd be shoveling dirt at dusk, after the last of the mourners depart. Pulling up nets filled with ripple and jolt, hoping for enough. Tunneling through a crowd, its pulse lined with smoke and cries, looking for an exit. Fugitives. Leftovers of war; trophies or spoils. Gifts to cruel gods—chained to rock, bound in water. In another life we'd be burnished and striped. Separated. Weighed and marked. A teat in the mouth of someone's child. We'd be the sepia-stained blank in the ledger that survived.