In the mouth of every great unknowing, nothing can help you find the first, sure steps into the landscape. If there is a force that guards the fields— if there is a throat that emits an electric humming— you won't hear but feel it. The sun is either directly above or trapped at the bottom of an abyss, until the water shines a certain way and it floats toward a green cordon of trees. Don't look for signs left by pilgrims; for warnings about turns that might keep doubling back on themselves. Think instead of how you dreamed of a country, weather- carved and soil-softened, with paths that held up whoever set foot there.