A pain uncoils its little head— somewhere under the skin, above the nipple which now wears a darker, softer nub. To think of the mouths that rooted there and found their way to sating—the way their eyes closed as they filled and filled, until their jaws went slack and the body's limbs swooned into that heavy sleep between feedings. Of course I knew my body could never be a tent pulled taut over the field of my own unfettered longings; could never be a well that wouldn't run out of sweet water. Now it simply takes my hand and cups it there: round as a moon with bone-white coves and valleys.