Would you embrace the same life over again with all its dailiness and doldrums, its thankless and eternal repetition; or given the chance (a wish, a win?) think you could aspire to a different existence? Would the roadside thistles lose their prickles, free their tufted purple rosettes from the jaws of the involucre? Each thing goes on in its own particular way. It doesn't matter, or it will matter: how you clench your fists, how you finally let your jaw soften; how you remember to eat, to give yourself up to the need for sleep.