There've been a string of visitors lately— grandfather again in a clean white suit, flexing his butterfly knife over the neck of a plucked chicken. Father not done fingering endless rounds of prayers on rosary beads, in a tufted armchair by the window. First mother, tipping a spoonful of pepper- corns into cookie dough and tucking some kind of blood into the stew. While everyone else is still sleeping, I get up to lay out plates, cups with faded gold trim, mismatched silverware. I don't want to feed the living. Or at least not set a place for them at this table.