Mercury and Ghosts

Today on my way to the dentist,
my daughter calls to say the refrigerator
went out, and the rice cooker and microwave 
turned themselves off. Nothing tripped
the circuit breakers, no lights 
flickered. A friend in the neighborhood said
when the lights in her son's room flicker,
which is often, she's freaked out. 
She's tempted to call out Is that you, 
Appa? I tell her I wish it were ghosts 
messing with our appliances, 
with this whole awful month of work
problems, mood problems, money 
problems—at least I might be able to talk 
to them, vent, cry, rail. My other daughter says 
it's Mercury, again in retrograde. The mysterious 
scar on my right shin, my spilled drink, the pod
that burst out of the coffee machine; the car's 
A/C sputtering hot breaths before juddering 
into silence, the package delivery left 
overnight on the step, in the rain: all
from some misalignment in the heavens.
Whether or not it's so, I don't want to talk 
to Mercury rolling around in its slippery
orbit. I phone for an electrician and hope
he can find and fix what's wrong. 
In the meantime I walk from room 
to room asking What else do you want 
from me? What do you really want?




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