I take out the seeds and pith, slice them into thin half-moons; salt them generously like bodies for a long keeping. I was taught to save everything I can, though I might not know to what earthly use I might put a bathtub full of fermented cabbage, a jar of gelatinous spores. I've kept the stumps of my daughters' birth cords, a few yellowed baby teeth; their impossibly small first shoes and cotton camisoles, snippets of hair, toenail clippings. What will happen to my own body when I separate the withered from the green, the wrinkled from the supple, firm, or measured? Every time I brush my hair, some of my cells fall to the floor or hide in the bristles. Divide the coats and pens and books, but don't scour all surfaces. Once, I read that smell remains after everything else has faded.
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