It's been years since I've prayed I am always praying You see the trueness of a thing need not be gained at the expense of another It's been years since I've had a full night's sleep I think it's a condition called motherhood Every day I do things as I've always done Every day I am trying harder to break a habit I don't know how you all do it My head or my heart careens Walloped from one side of the net to the other I've never been good at keeping score