These help explain why hydrangea is the same as milflores, their many blooms exploding like a million radiants. Why looking up the root of similar makes you remember how, sitting across the aisle of a jeepney, you noticed a girl your age wearing the same T-shirt with the faces of Ali McGraw and Ryan O'Neal stenciled above "Love Story." You must have been eleven when your parents took you to see the movie. Afterwards, everyone in the bathroom was still crying. The first time you heard the word leukemia, you didn't understand how certain diseases lurk mysteriously in the blood. Abnormal accumulation of leucocytes: clear, colorless cells, from the proto-Indo-European root leuk- meaning light or brightness. On the screen, the lovers walk through a wintry park. As they go, she is on the verge of falling. Everything is endlessly, frozenly white. Flakes spill like marrow from a spongy hole in the sky.