In the Asian grocery store, tanks with a blue plastic backdrop. Dungeness crabs, pressed flat like soup tureens atop each other. It's not yet the season for molting or mating, so the males aren't flexing their famous embrace that can last a couple of days. It's tempting to read another storyline over natural predisposition—possessivness or some type of complication. Nature doesn't choose or judge or harbor resentment. Harp seals, pandas, rabbits, bears— we say they're ruthless for abandoning their young shortly after birth. We call a hen broody, until the eggs finally hatch; or until other hens in the hatchery catch her awful broodiness, and all fall from favor. I watch YouTube videos over and over during the holidays, to learn how to debone a whole chicken. With the thwack of a cleaver handle, I sever the drumstick joint just above the ankle so I can work it free of meat and muscle. I stuff it with a mixture of pork, ham, and hard-boiled eggs before patting it back into shape and sewing it shut with twine. What I have then is what cookbooks describe as a farce— Elaborate comedy of illusion, the lengths we'll go to keep an appearance intact, armor over the soft jelly of flesh inside.
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