A square of paper, on which was hand- written: name and date of birth, address, civil status. Applied for at the start of the year, good for the entire year—at the end of which, one surrendered the invalidated document. If lost, you could file for a certified copy. An apparatus that relied on a certain kind of trust—and many rubber bands and shelves for alphabetized filing. Who am I if not the myriad changes I took on through paperwork? Though I've abdicated some names and selves, there is one I glimpse still sitting patiently amid the rubble.