In a hutch with sliding glass doors, shelves displayed crystal we barely used— serving plates, footed bowls, a faceted soup tureen. But over the years, it became a holdall: a portmanteau of assorted souvenirs and kitsch, their faded sentiments crammed cheek-to-cheek with vials of prescription drugs; a wide- mouthed jar stuffed with receipts. Of other rooms in that house, I remember very little now— only how crowded they were with plaster saints, furniture that had seen better days but that they couldn't bear to throw away. Sometimes, when I look up from these rooms in which I write, I think about light from thinly curtained windows, a view of hills; the horns of jeepneys flying past, their headlights crosshatching the bedroom walls. The yard where we slept in the days and nights following the earthquake, where we fed a makeshift stove with old newspapers and listened to rescue helicopters probing the dark.