I want to be done with pain, especially the kind that tethers us to each other by the accidents of blood. Which is not to say we are heartlessness, nor mirrors cloven from the same remote glacier— We are only blind instinct pushing against these walls of earth. We've heard starlings caught in the eaves, seen the moon wear an aspect of raw pyrite, the beach hemmed with sea grass. Everything has an edge we walk or touch. Last night I dreamt I took your face in my hands. In the dream, you let me.