The Mind is a Motor that Won’t Turn Off

Coming home from the doctor's with a new prescription 
for migraine— After I take it, it's hard to tell if the sleepy 
exhaustion that descends is a side effect. She'd asked: 
what's keeping you awake, what's keeping you stressed? 
Let's just say it's been a long time since a day simply 
stretched, a clean cotton sheet; mild ripples. I pack ice 
cubes into a flask before filling it with water. I'm always
being reminded to hydrate, even through the suffering.
My tongue flicks over the edges of my teeth, feels
the gaps marking previous extractions. I can't think
of the word maw without thinking of a portal to some
layered underworld. Relatives and other people I don't 
even know huddle in every corner, keeping a running 
tally of my transgressions. Someone has turned up
the heat, and I'm struggling with the zipper of a parka.

If I knew how to be
a fish or a bird, I'd want
nothing but blue.

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