When does one know when an interval has turned into a terminus? I did not hear a word from the one I longed for, I did not gain any sign or portent of an easing or thaw. In the town where we lived years ago, nuns in a convent kept vigil in pairs, prostrating themselves before the altar. When they were not doing that, they sang as a choir; they sifted flour and water into wafers. We brought them trays of eggs as offerings and wrote our poor little petitions on prayer cards. Here, I have no vestibule into which to slip them. Here, I pen words and press them into books.