I am all these things you've named: breathing and bell, sound and the absence of sound, wound and its slow movement toward mending. And I have tried to open these arms to unfathomable night, bent to hear what the earth might have caught of its saying. We've replaced the lamps battered by storms, picked the fruit flung from trees, rinsed the dirt off their faces in basins of cool water. I wanted to stitch frayed hems, restore missing pairs of things to each other as the moon raised its mottled plate again over the garden. Under a bed, a small white gleam: either a pearl, or a pill lost from its bottle.