We arrived at the start of the monsoon, which generously swept the streets with water. There was no pleading with it, no bartering. It came precisely at a time when we needed our tight-sealed doors pried open, when that kind of gentler prodding made us feel we could be vulnerable again. And I saw you in a form others had made you with their cruel intentions and deprivations, sitting in a room with a bare lightbulb, as one by one your marble endtables and good furniture were spirited out of your house. Elsewhere now, free from those years of imprisonment, your body has turned into a bird- body: lightboned, but wingclipped. Since then, every shadow I see curls into itself: softening, always softening.