Koi in the Japanese gardens; children with bright rubber floats in the pool at the Y, older men and women walking from one shallow end to the other for exercise—I never learned to swim, growing up in the mountains where there were pools only in country clubs and hotels. How buoyant all these bodies are, how effortlessly the waters part at their approach, enveloping all in damp clouds smelling cleanly of chlorine and tile. I've always dreamed of giving myself up to such buoyancy, that ribbon-pull somewhere out of your side or from your feet mostly planted on a solid surface: and then you're lofted on the skin of water, face turned up as if expecting to be touched only by softness.