Allowance

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Pearled flesh: a softening, once taken on the tongue.
I wanted to write about my mother’s body, her narrow
hips and waist. She, who taught me to string the dried 
umbilical cuttings from each of my daughters’ births. 
But I am also writing of my body—I dearly wish 
to shuck its coverings stitched with scars. I don’t have 
any line across my belly to mark the place children
might have been lifted out of our dark, into air. 
But I have other marks stretching down to the tops 
of my thighs, rippled cheesecloth wavefields. 
First, you know the shell mounts resistance. 
An anger spits grit around the oyster knife. 
Forbearance, they say about prodding. Something 
about a boon surely coming to those who open.   

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