Bodies Remember

Is it ever hard to imagine the people 
we used to be before we became 
the people we are now?
There was the room I left behind
in a house that bears little resemblance
now to my childhood home; and the room
I rented when I first came to this cold
country—on the fifteenth floor 
of a building filled mostly with immigrants, 
smells of steamed rice and curry as you rode 
up the elevator, the view of the skyline
through the window like a photograph
above the cheap green sofa found
at the Maxwell Street market,
and the peeling linoleum. 
You still talk about five
siblings growing up in the lower
floor of the two-bedroom brownstone 
your family bought, while your uncles 
took the upper unit. There was
the tiny space in back which 
you'd turned into your room:
among some storage boxes,
a clothes rack and a cot. 
Some things haven't changed, 
though. I am always still 
looking for uncluttered space,
the widest view. You like to fill
a room with things though now
there's room to stash them
somewhere else. 

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