In a Mutable Year

Both deceased, I write in a form 
that asks me to certify who I am
by naming my parents. I do also
write their names: old-fashioned 
names I don't always hear anymore.  
He was born in 1913, when stainless 
steel and the zipper were invented, 
though people still rode around
in carriages— which made the cities
smell like horseshit. She was born 
in 1933, the month a ringleted, tap-
dancing five-year-old was signed 
to a Hollywood studio contract, 
and on the very day the radio 
was first patented. Between them,
two whole decades. I know the story
of how they first met, which like most 
other stories they told seemed unreal
and extravagant, but never fiction. 
Like them, I have what my dentist
calls a small mouth, making a history 
of teeth as closely packed as the over-
lapping stones leading to Machu Picchu.
I have a wire brace behind my lower
central incisors, to correct the gap
after one of the lateral incisors 
was extracted. When my father died
in the aftermath of an earthquake,
his cooling body lay on their bed
for two days until we could find 
a coffin. When my mother died, 
her caregivers washed and dressed her, 
and then her body went straight to 
the crematorium. The new year
doesn't feel new anymore, until
the lunar new year. Already, there are 
festive cakes in red and gold tins at
the Asian groceries. This is supposed 
to be the Year of the Dragon, a year 
predicted to bring change, opportunity, 
and challenge. I don't  remember 
who said predictions are hard to make,
especially about the future. 
 

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