It was hot; I decided to stain three boards newly replaced on the deck, their ghosts having rotted through in the center, along their length. But the heart of the tree is still green even after it's hewn into lumber— meaning, it carries a hidden store of moisture. Combed from a forest holding rain, enveloped in humid shawls of fog, the heart of the tree does not die easy. I can't tell what the birds see: the masts of a boat, the rungs of a ladder, a quiver full of arrows? What is anything, before it dies in place.