At the end of a long day at work, I feel
as if I could fall asleep on my feet, drop
like a rock on the couch or plant my face
on my dinner plate. How much more
for those who are the third shift, the ones
who pull all-nighters—nurses, road construction
workers, practically everyone in a service position?
Sure, now we know that certain animals can go
for long periods of time without sleep. Has anyone
asked if they are therefore perennially exhausted,
and what they do to alleviate that? Dolphins
and great frigatebirds experience
unihemispheric sleep—which means half
their brain stays awake at all times while
the other rests, so they are never
completely unconscious. The common
swift, only seven inches long, has a small,
pale bib under its chin and a wingspan of nearly
sixteen inches. As the days shorten, it begins
its intercontinental migration, staying airborne
for ten whole months without stopping.
The half of my brain that's still awake can't
even comprehend how that's possible.
And when I'm really tired, it's like half my brain
really wants to fall asleep but the other half
is still cycling furiously from one thought to another,
worrying about how I'm going to meet my deadlines
or when I'll ever finish paying off my mortgage;
worrying about my working daughters—if they're
happy, have enough sleep, have enough to eat.