In time, even the meaning of time
changes, though it does not.
I used to bristle at what I imagined
was its rough touch, its interfering.
What it withheld was never the same as
what it gave, when finally it opened its hand.
And then, sometime after the middle,
I fevered or trembled at its approach.
I used to believe it was another name for promise,
for what endures beyond fog— Time, you do
endure. And in some ways I do, too. Ask me
what I've let go of, what I've let befall me.