Sometimes, when you're turning
coats or pants pockets inside out
before doing the laundry, you find
change—even small wads of bills
creased and folded from whatever
original errand they were used for
at the store. It's like receiving un-
expected windfall, though you might
also look around furtively to make sure
no one thinks you're taking what isn't
yours. See, you're the type who's never
had the privilege of being able to play
with the intricacies of this thing
called investment. How easy some
people make it sound: Oh you just
put a little extra money away into your
portfolio, and next time you look, it's
doubled or tripled. When your insurance
agent asks if you know how much your
retirement account must be worth today,
you stammer. Your grandfather, in the last
years of his life, could at least say he owned
one carabao, a yard full of roosters and hens,
some mango and coconut trees, a little
plot of farmland. You wonder what
he'd say if asked how much his field
would yield this year, next year,
the next. What his hand sowed,
his hand reaped unless the wind
and rain took more than their share.
I know the feeling, though my father, son of Russian-Jewish peasants though he was, was adept and putting things by, saving the silver dollars he gave me every week as a child to pay for my college tuition.
By that time, some were worth thousands of dollars.