Some Facts About Paradise

paradise never sticks
it’s too purpose-driven

the first wings lacked feathers
the first feathers lacked wings

i used to love the idea of giving
my body to medicine

now i’d rather go back to dirt
and grow mushrooms

paradise in the sticks
may require some assembly

the first godhead went nova
the second is a donut hole

i used to be content
as a content creator

now the cold creeps in
through my hobo coat

paradise on a stick
would taste of oppression

the forest pool in new ice
is a thing with feathers

it goes away in the autumn
a blessing for the frogs

whose eggs would be eaten
if it had year-round residents

wood frogs are wise
and live under rocks

paradise sticks
to the script

Ridgerunner’s Dilemma

far from the monoculture
up in the hills here

and there you can still find
original patterns

new wrinkles in the ridgeline
a rare lichen

a nearly lost recipe
for disaster

the way a chipmunk can race
across a creek

ridge running you rise and fall
on crests and dips
of a sine wave

here an old charcoal hearth
there a borrow pit
returning to woods

you teeter through talus
clamber down cliffs

far from the suburban
absence of fear

where deer without hunters
spell understories without natives

following animal paths
you remember all the ways
to be animal

crawl on your knees
through rhododendron tunnels

to a place where yellow birches
rear up on their roots

and foamflower leaves recline
on sphagnum cushions

maybe you stumble
on a small forgotten stand
of old-growth trees

glowing in the low sun
full of character

like all those who live
long lives out in the weather

and you wonder knowing
how your heart might break
whether to come back

absence can grow anywhere
the ground turns white

Perennial

summer always ends
on a wednesday in my head

my half-baked braincase
buzzing like a timber rattler

winter comes in its own time
to whomever needs it most

densely furred
full of absence

imagine being perennial as a tree
regrowing sex organs every year

the oaks i walked among today
were characters in a no-movie

each leaning into their role
but who hid the script

we swayed in the wind
which brought distant cries

this might be a horror scene
that’s the trouble with scripts

on a wednesday the first beech bark disease
on the mountain stopped me cold

smooth gray bark broken out
in pointillist rashes

this mountain’s only gold
is fool’s gold

a full moon
through the trees

blinking on and off
as clouds scud past

so much can go wrong
between one tree and the next

this might be the year
for bird flu or world war three

but summer always ends
on a wednesday

Fallow

fallow ground risen
on stilts of ice

how fun to crunch
in new winter boots

through a snow squall
the sun’s inflorescent glow

drawing me on with its
mirage of comfort

to find that fabled spot
out of the wind

The Idea of Wallace Stevens in Plummer’s Hollow

river in November light between bare woods and mountain

reading in the woods
book open to the sky

wandering snowflakes
vanish into the text

which is after all
mostly white space

something like a cloud
downloading more cloud

a woodpecker taps
a dead tree creaks in the wind

a hunter’s trail camera
wears a cap of snow

i practice solitude
one day at a time

for how in the holy
hell of other people

could grief still surface
its ancient ice

where in the limbo
of this floating world

could a bear blank as death
still find footing

how in god’s name
is anyone not yet numb

i close the book to preserve
its idea of order

from all these freelance
asterisks and daggers

untamed annotation leading
nowhere but here

Our Lady of the Alleghenies

so often the sky looks more
maternal than the earth

i am listening to the traffic
of wind through bare trees

snow on the cliffs growing
roots of ice

from the drained lake
a mechanical thumping

I recall a feeder stream
in lurid unrhyming orange

what’s behind the allegheny front
but played-out coal

the late afternoon light
gains a hint of sunset

warm air dancing with cold air
the clouds turn voluptuous

and the distance even bluer
my own mountain included

on the way home
the apparition of an old man

bent nearly double beside the road
dragging a full bin of trash

the next day snow falls
soft and heavy even in the valleys

with winds off the front
molehills become mountains again

trees are striped white
on the weather side

down in the hollow i spot
the first winter wren in weeks

bobbing with excitement
at the end of a snowy limb

Les fleurs de l’hiver

in a brown study of a winter
anything bright draws the eye

one snowflake
wandering through the forest

the scarlet crest
of a pileated woodpecker

her knocks inaudible
above the ridgetop wind

working her snag all the while
i sip my afternoon tea

under a table mountain pine
whose sighs are endless

the sun almost comes out
but then it doesn’t

graupel ticking in the leaves
leads me to witch’s butter

a yellow rose turned
to enchanted flesh

feeding on the fungi they say
that feed on the dead

orange ellipses
on black birch

when bees are imaginary
any brightness can bloom

even green rocks held aloft
by upturned roots

or corrugated steel
chthonic with rust

below the ruin of a pine
sky filling the round holes

where limbs once stretched
toward the sun

Sacerdotal

the maple with a double helix
of poison ivy succubi

its branches that are not its branches
just as naked now

the beech with a hidden hollow
hoarding meltwater

skinny stalks in the meadow
fern tangles reduced to ribs

winter makes it easy to see
and miss the missing

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but trees can shine
in an icy blue depth of sky

and church bells from town
remind me it’s sunday

so i walk among ridgetop oaks
as if through a cathedral

who can resist a bit
of sabbath-day LARPing

to my usual seat
on a stack of flat rocks

cue a coyote trotting in
from the other direction

who stops 50 feet away
and gazes past me

flag of breath curling up
into the sunlight

and takes a few more steps
as i reach for my phone

a flash of sun from
the reflective case

and coyote is disappearing down-ridge
tail streaming behind

a lapse in faith
i instantly regret

my consumer’s impulse to capture
to have and to hold

whatever sacrament may exist
apart from the encounter itself

i think of those who will never
see a carnivore in the wild

or walk in a true forest
or visit the ocean

too poor or too much
in the middle of things

either way a poverty
that should appall us

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i finish my tea
begin to feel a kind of warmth

a split in the heartwood
of an old black cherry tree

opens with a ratchety cry
wound like a sideways mouth

taking all
the wind’s calls

no room for piety in this hymnal
the earth has teeth

Weather Report

it’s january just by the light
and the emptiness of the forest

with so few birds or insects
what’s left to hum or buzz

unfrozen earth under my boots
still has a bit of give

one day i’m in the fog
translucent and vague

the next day it’s wind
obsessively turning pages

fog lends the moss
a certain radiance

i step on it as if sinking
into the lushest life

wind brings percussion
to the treetops

creaking and clacking except
in the heart of the spruce grove

where a woodpecker taps
to the end of a limb and flies off

fog may make me
a better listener

but the wind shows me
how to breathe

from that still and empty place
deep within

Ground Control

all day my left hand has been
so much colder than my right

the sun barely rises
a plane circles as if lost

it feels like a mirage
this snowlessness in january

leafless treetops intricate
against the clouds

frozen bubbles in an old pond
where frogs sleep

i have been playing scholar
reading commentaries on commentaries

now i walk a trail that doesn’t bend
for more than a mile

as if i needed to know
what solitude looked like

beside the unflagging river
somehow older than the hills

yellow trucks lined up beside
a blue-gray mountain of gravel

where highways meet
under a clearing sky

hemlock trees have found footholds
in crumbling shale cliffs

at the trailhead an inverted canoe
shelters three shelves of books

i read the titles: a time to kill
to love again

i only know who i am when
i am somebody else

which could be a commentary
on writers of commentaries

but the sky seems like
a good place for canoes

all this walking i do
has led me to a delusion

that there’s such a thing
as solid ground

when it’s just my feet
learning how to take root