Sacerdotal

the maple with a double helix
of poison ivy succubi

its branches that are not its branches
just as naked now

the beech with a hidden hollow
hoarding meltwater

skinny stalks in the meadow
fern tangles reduced to ribs

winter makes it easy to see
and miss the missing

*

but trees can shine
in an icy blue depth of sky

and church bells from town
remind me it’s sunday

so i walk among ridgetop oaks
as if through a cathedral

who can resist a bit
of sabbath-day LARPing

to my usual seat
on a stack of flat rocks

cue a coyote trotting in
from the other direction

who stops 50 feet away
and gazes past me

flag of breath curling up
into the sunlight

and takes a few more steps
as i reach for my phone

a flash of sun from
the reflective case

and coyote is disappearing down-ridge
tail streaming behind

a lapse in faith
i instantly regret

my consumer’s impulse to capture
to have and to hold

whatever sacrament may exist
apart from the encounter itself

i think of those who will never
see a carnivore in the wild

or walk in a true forest
or visit the ocean

too poor or too much
in the middle of things

either way a poverty
that should appall us

*

i finish my tea
begin to feel a kind of warmth

a split in the heartwood
of an old black cherry tree

opens with a ratchety cry
wound like a sideways mouth

taking all
the wind’s calls

no room for piety in this hymnal
the earth has teeth

Song Dogs

white blossoms of blavk locust floating on a stream
This entry is part 39 of 40 in the series Pandemic Year

 


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It’s not that you’re chasing a white moth through the forest; it’s just that she happens to be flying ahead of you, right? It’s just that things come to you when you’re walking. And you to them.

An ephemeral forest pool, fed by spring rains. Here at the top of the watershed the rain doesn’t quite know where to go, so it sits for a while. Ripples on the surface show how any point can be the center of an expanding universe. I love watching them intersect and cancel each other out.

song dogs
on the trail of some
ripe panic